Date: 3/30/2010

one eyed mother

.. MY MOTHER ONLY HAVE ONE EYE .. .. I HATED HER .. embrace .. SHE USED TO CAUSE ME ALOT OF EMBARRASSMENTS .. .. SHE USED TO COOK FOR THE STUDENTS AND TEACHERS TO SUPPORT THE FAMILY .. .. ONE TIME WHEN I WAS IN THE MIDDLE SCHOOL SHE CAME TO SAY HI TO ME AND CHECK ON ME .. .. I WAS SO EMBARRASSED.. HOW COULD SHE DO THAT TO ME .. .. I IGNORED HERa LOOKED AT HER WITH HATEa AND RAN AWAY FROM HER .. .. MY CLASSMATES STARTED TO MAKE FUN OF ME SAYING ' OHHHHa YOUR MOTHER HAVE ONE EYE!!!' .. .. I FELT LIKE BURYING MY SELF AT THAT TIME AND I HOPED FOR MY MOM TO DISAPPEAR FOR EVER .. .. SO I FACED HER ON THAT DAY SAYING 'IF YOU WANTED TO MAKE FARCE OF MEa WHY DON'T YOU DIE?' .. .. SHE REMAINED ON SILENCE.. SHE DIDN'T EVEN SAY A WORD .. .. I NEVER THOUGHT OF WHAT I'VE SAIDa I WAS GONNA EXPLODE FROM ANGERa .. .. I IGNORED HER FEELINGS .. .. I WANTED TO LEAVE THAT HOUSEa I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH HERa .. .. SO I STARTED TO STUDY GOODa. UNTIL I HAD A CHANCE TO LEAVE THE COUNTRYa .. .. AFTER THAT I GOT MARRIED AND OPENED MY OWN HOUSEa. .. .. I HAD SOME CHILDREN AND I MADE MY OWN FAMILY .. .. I WAS HAPPY WITH MY NEW LIFE .. .. I WAS HAPPY WITH MY CHILDRENa AND WAS RELAXED .. .. ONE DAY, MY MOTHER CAME TO VISIT ME .. .. .. SHE HAVEN'T SEEN ME FOR A FEW YEARS.. ALSO SHE NEVER SAW HER GRANDCHILDREN, NOT EVEN ONCEa .. .. .... WHEN SHE STOOD IN FRONT OF MY DOOR, MY CHILDREN STARTED TO LAUGH AT HERa .. .. I SCEAMED AT HER BECAUSE SHE CAME WITHOUT WARNING ME AND SAID 'HOW DARE YOU CAME TO MY HOUSE AN SCARED MY CHILDREN ? GET OUT NOW' .. .. SHE ANSWERED ME WITH A SWEET VOICE, 'I'M SORRY, MAY BE I GOT THE WRONG ADDRESS.' .. .. SINCE THAT TIME, MY MOTHER DISAPPEARED ..ONE DAY I RECIVED A LETTER FROM THE SCHOOL FOR A FAMILY REUNION IN MY HOUSEa ..... SO I HAD TO LIE TO MY WIFE AND TOLD HER THAT IM LEAVING FOR SOME BUSINESS .. .. AFTER THE REUNIONa I WENT TO MY OLD HOUSE WHERE I WAS RAISEDa. .. .. I JUST FELT LIKE I HAVE TO GO THEREa. MY NEIGHBOUR TOLD ME THAT MY MOTHER HAVE PASSED AWAYa .. .. I DIDNT CRY WITH NOT EVEN ONE TEAR .. .. SHE HAD A LETTER THAT SHE WANTED ME TO READ BEFORE SHE DIEDa .. 'MY DEAR SON, I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF YOU THE WHOLE TIME, IM SO SORRY FOR COMING TO YOUR HOUSE AND SCARING YOUR CHILDRENa .. I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU WERE COMING FOR THE REUNION , BUT I WAS NOT ABLE TO GET UP MY BED TO SEE YOU I AM SORRY THAT I WAS EMBARRASSING YOU WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGa. . I WANNA TELL YOU SOMETHING, WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE, YOU HAD AN ACCIDENT AND LOST YOUR EYE, AS A MOTHER. I COULDN'T SEE YOU GROW WITH ONE EYE ONLY a..SO I DECIDED TO GIVE YOU MY EYEa... I WAS SO PROUD OF MY SON WHO SHOWED ME THE WORLD WITH MY OWN EYEa. WITH MY LOVE TO YOUa YOUR MOTHER


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